yeaah, i promise :'))

someone out there :* :D :p

hvee youu ever heard the story of my lifee ?
hvee ever known these feelings are for you ?
can't you see ? can't you feel ?
when two hearts are one love bcmes real :) ..

i'll be your summer when it rains ..
i'll be the blood inside your veinss ..
alwayss bsidee youu,alwayss to guidee youu :)

hvee youu everr felt a lovee likee thiss bforee ?
hvee youu everr found the meaning of it all ?
i know you can see,i know you can feel ..
so,let's make this last forever and true :)

:'))

I almost cry ..
yeah , it hurts when you resist something
cause you can't stand of it ...
I won't cry , because of disappointed ..
nope , it is not about disappointed !
have you ever feel it ? I do !

I resist this ,
not cause someone hurts me or something
I won't loose someone ! :'(
oh noo .. I cried !

he NEVER hurt me ...
he is the kindest person I've ever met 
when I heard that he will far,
oh my God ..
it feels like something slap on my face 
no , I never imagine this will be happen ..
am I spoiled ? I think,I am !
I never do this to somebody else !

well , perhaps you read it
would you promise me something ?
you should never ever far from me ..
will you ?

or , what should I do for making you stay here ?
you know what ?
I won't ever far from you , and I will ...
at least,I know how precious you are ! :)

nothing!

i never meant to hurt you ..
i'm sorry if the way i hold you is too tight ..
and made you can't breath ..

alright ..
if you can't stand it,then GO ..
I WILL NEVER ARREST YOU TO GO ..

don't worry about this tears .. 
it's nothing !

dear God, let me share this all to you :))

dear God , I know You love me .
yeah , I can feel it .

and sometimes , I hate You .
so Sorry , I'm too selfish :(



I have much enough for what I want :D

will You hear it ?
or maybe You want to grant it :)


1st . I want my parents know what I want . I have my own future . I've try to do my best
it looks doesn't work with mom . God , what should I do ?


2nd. I want my parents and my sister can love and understand me well . God,can they ?

3rd . I want my best friends always do their best . I know they have their own story . I won't ever see them cry . no . it will hurt me a lot . God , don't you want make them always laugh ? no one like to cry . their happiness also my happiness.

4th . I want him . it's not like I want him to be mine . I want him to always be my side . as a best friend , just friends , or whatever you want . as long as make him happy . if he hates me , it hurt me a lot . God , show us which way that we should go .

5th . I want my life happily ever after . ever when I was in here , after when I met you again . God , you don't know how much I miss you.

God , I know you know which way that should I do . what's the best for me . would You make it easier ?

Thank you soooooo much :**