dear God, let me share this all to you :))

dear God , I know You love me .
yeah , I can feel it .

and sometimes , I hate You .
so Sorry , I'm too selfish :(



I have much enough for what I want :D

will You hear it ?
or maybe You want to grant it :)


1st . I want my parents know what I want . I have my own future . I've try to do my best
it looks doesn't work with mom . God , what should I do ?


2nd. I want my parents and my sister can love and understand me well . God,can they ?

3rd . I want my best friends always do their best . I know they have their own story . I won't ever see them cry . no . it will hurt me a lot . God , don't you want make them always laugh ? no one like to cry . their happiness also my happiness.

4th . I want him . it's not like I want him to be mine . I want him to always be my side . as a best friend , just friends , or whatever you want . as long as make him happy . if he hates me , it hurt me a lot . God , show us which way that we should go .

5th . I want my life happily ever after . ever when I was in here , after when I met you again . God , you don't know how much I miss you.

God , I know you know which way that should I do . what's the best for me . would You make it easier ?

Thank you soooooo much :**